I want to fall in love, and be truely happy. But I have a problem giving my heart to someone, I get amazed, puzzled and curious by boys. If we keep talking long time, I get to know him, and feel safe around him, the I might have a little crush on him.
Starting to fantasy about how great we could be together.
But we never end up together, never get the chance to try.
I don't need perfection, I don't want it.
I want to feel safe, knowing that he truely loves me for who I am, not what I could be.
I need him to make me laugh, but I want serious talks too.
It's gonna be fights, disagrees, but I want him to be honest if he's made a mistake, or be able to forgive mine.
Smiling, be spontanious, take no day for granted, and live everyday like it was the last.
But maybe that is perfection, but I just want him to care and work hard to make "us" work.
If we love each other the same way, we can work it out.
But i never get that far, I never get to try.
I've been in love, but I jst didn't tried hard enough, I don't really regret it.
I've been broken, but it doesn't matter anymore.
But I never given myself fully to someone.